MONDAY
>>2003-12-04<< >>9:12 p.m.<<

MONDAY

I don't know why the anger hit
All I know is that it did
I don't know why, I just walked
I just didn't want to feel again
Down the highway, 441
To the tracks, I stumbled
But I refused to fall
My friends- they knew
Before I even told
"Are you ok? What happened?"
The first words out of
My best friends mouth.
"My girlfriend called me,
she said you ran... Are you alright?
What Happened?"
Finally he calmed enough
To let me begin to speak
And I told what had taken place
How I had just taken off
Run away
How I had ended up
In that dangerous place
Where rape and murder threatened.
About Noel, the cop who found me
About those two men who followed
About the fear
And of the tears
And he told me that he loved me
And asked if I was safe
My best friend- he seemed so worried
How could I do that to him?
He joked about it
With false newspaper reels
"14 Year Old Has Heart Attack
Too Worried About His Friends"
And then my parents
Who looked for me
And just might even care
And my damn sister
Who just said
"Is she on Probation?"
That Monday Night
Oh it was hell
And I know it was my fault
I deserved it
But I was scared
I didn't think
Just another stupid 15 year old
Walking down the street

Meet my Monday.

Bye.

..::Now the Moon::..---..::Has clouded Over::..

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