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2003-02-28 - I fucking hate my mom and I swear I will run away if she doesn't start backing off ALOT!!
2003-02-27 - Ramona, Priscilla, Band, Raimie, and a whole lotta other stuff in one long ass entry.
2003-02-26 - New Crush. On A TENTH GRADER!!!
2003-02-26 - The Note and Haley
2003-02-25 - Nothing really
2003-02-25 - Slightly more sober this time.
2003-02-25 - I'm at school!
2003-02-24 - Drugged up happy
2003-02-23 - Was it a Dream?
2003-02-23 - Let me sleep, damnit! Clingy bitch!
2003-02-22 - The Smelly Shrink
2003-02-22 - My life will soon change drastically. And terror has taken me over.
2003-02-21 - Words can cut so deeply sometimes...
2003-02-21 - I just set something off.... and it terrifies me.
2003-02-21 - I am a bomb. Don't make me explode on your ass.
2003-02-21 - In which I talk about my brothers nice body.
2003-02-20 - I am weird and had to hide from my neighbor in the woods.
2003-02-20 - An entry in Andri's diary about me.
2003-02-20 - In which I have a really weird dream and become an antisocial fuck for a day.
2003-02-19 - Damn him. I want to die. They deserve for me to kill myself. It's all their fault anyway.
2003-02-19 - I am depressing and should be put in a box and blown up.
2003-02-19 - It's pretty damned sad when you are afraid of short sleeves, isn't it?
2003-02-19 - Dying Inside
2003-02-18 - I cried and I killed who I was.
2003-02-18 - Scary.
2003-02-18 - Nothing about not feeling.
2003-02-18 - A whole lot of really random shit about cutting, Tanner, church, and Andri.
2003-02-17 - I am my blood.
2003-02-17 - Playlist.
2003-02-17 - I promise you, I am not insane... yet.
2003-02-16 - My heart is grey and should be ripped out.
2003-02-16 - Trip Postponed (that don't look right...)
2003-02-16 - The Rose
2003-02-15 - FUCK UP
2003-02-15 - Sorry, I forgot some junk from yesterday.
2003-02-14 - Valentines Day, and I got a nameless card.
2003-02-13 - Out of Hiding, Into the Light, and Terrified
2003-02-12 - Hey Bruce
2003-02-11 - Why am I not allowed to care?
2003-02-10 - I am giving up trying. I will Bleed whenever I want now.
2003-02-09 - I Fucking Hate February
2003-02-08 - Worries and Monster
2003-02-07 - I hate Mr.B
2003-02-06 - The Dream
2003-02-05 - What kind of box are you?
2003-02-05 - I didn't cut today either. I'm doing better.
2003-02-04 - No cutting, taking it one day at a time.
2003-02-03 - Hell.
2003-02-02 - Crying for the blood
2003-02-01 - Lil' Stevie the girl puppy.